Thursday, August 28, 2008
To Be or Not to Be...Korean
www.koreanbloglist.com
Which is cool, because all those who are interested in Korean lifestyles can take sneak peeks into lives of those living here.
I wanted to post my blog to help those of the darker hue be able to get a perspective on life here. Plus, I wanted to battle all the majority white perspectives. People view life in different lenses, you know.
Here is the funny thing.
I am listed as a "Koreans living in Korea". My first attempt to register I was denied, because I wanted to be "Foreigners living in Korea".
Here we go.
All my life, I have dumbfounded those that are culturally unaware.
So I find it funny that yes, I was born in Korea, no I don't speak the language and I am an American citizen...I am still a Korean? Korean culture barely recognizes, mixed people who are part Korean. Only until Hines Ward won a Superbowl MVP, did they acknowledge his black Korean self. So, yeah I doubt that I am Korean unless I cure cancer or win a bunch of Olympic medals.
I am a foreigner in my birth country.
In the US, I am always asked, where am I from...No one wants to hear Seattle. Atlanta...or any continental US state.They want to know where am I reallllly from.
So, yeah. Makes no sense.
Busy Living
I finally got a cell phone with my friend/co-worker Diana, who speaks Korean, even though she says she is not that great...she is waaay better than me! I really appreciate her everyday! She waited for me as I picked out a phone which is ultra cool. Okay, so I got a free protective cover that was the lesser of three tacky evils. It was either the black glitterati one pictured with two country kitties wearing bandanas with random butterflies or the white one with some lonely looking Asian girl with phrases "I do" "Love You" all over the back or it could have been some other realllly tacky one that I can't remember. Then I got a free charger, adapter, protective screen and another charger for when I go to restaurants and stuff to charge my phone. Great deal for 120 and 55 activation, considering I paid more for a Blackberry back home.
I am learning my phone, but the cutesy quirkiness of ringtones and decorative text message screens screams to the inner 10 year old girl in me.
I needed to make a wire transfer home and it took forever. I reckon, yep I said reckon, I will do it every couple of months instead.
Then Diana and I went discovering the area around Samsung Plaza. I have been there before but she had not, so we went to the stationary store, which is full of cutesy things. I bought a notebook that looks like my cat, Lint. Yeah he is a boy but isn't the notebook cute?
I will definitely be picking up some things for AK before I go home. She lives for all things cute and stationary.
Then, I went back to Face Shop, to buy some more 1 dollar masks. It is a simple treat for night time relaxing.
Went home and watched Prison Break. Seriously, I have a problem. I am so addicted to this show.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
A Little Clarfication
A. The English teachers.
B. The U.S. military.
I vehemently let people know that I am neither. I teach at an international school. I am a certified teacher and I teach fifth grade with two math blocks, not English.
The few English teachers that have passed through the revolving doors of hagwons have undoubtedly tainted the image of English teachers and western people by acting like asses. Admittedly, you have to be a little weird to pack your bags and move half way around the world to teach...or you have to be lame in your native country, which I am an neither.
Wait, I am a little weird.
English teaching for some has become a quick fix for their problems in their own country, can't find a job there, let me teach English there. Can't score any hot girls here, let me teach English there. So on and so forth.
Now, I am going to have to say that Korea can't be all that mad about it, considering their applicant pool. You have to wonder about a person who can pack up and move to Korea in two weeks. Seriously, don't be surprised then if they are slackers, druggies or what not. `
Next, the good ol' Army. Now, don't get me wrong, I am a product of Korean citizen and military fraternization. But because I grew up around military installations, I know first hand that young, country, poor folk sign up for the Army. Also, they have a lack of couth and understanding of various cultures. I have seen obnoxious G.I.s and trust me, If I were Korean, I would raise an eyebrow or two.
People fail to realize, whether you like it or not, you are a representative.
Act accordingly.
c
Friday, August 22, 2008
KSL
Charades is an art form, which I have become the Picasso in Korea. With every wave of my hand, stroke of my finger and impressionist expression of my face, I am able to get by daily.
My Korean is limited, if we had to classify it, I would say that I was like a toddler in my vocabulary. My ability to read hangul characters gives me a minor advantage.
Pine-uh-ap-ul. Pineuhapul. Pineapple! Hooked on phonetically speaking.
My illiterate self pushes random buttons on my everyday appliances to do the most mundane such as washing my clothes. I peruse menus at restaurants looking for Korean words I recognize, such as mandu, bibimbap, kimbap, chicken etc. Going shopping at stores can be all about brand recognition and part risk taking.
I have looked doe-eyed at cashiers, waitresses, cab drivers, sales people when they spoke to me in Korean.
My students have helped me with pronounciation of words and were proud that I could at least read hangul.
My Korean coworkers have corrected me in a gentle manner, with no condecending tone, when I mispronounce a phrase.
I have said "ne" to things and "aneyo" to others. Having no clue what I was in agreement or disagreement of.
Then there is the universal language of numbers, in which calculators are whipped out or pieces of paper and pen that translates what it is I need to pay.
I can count to ten. Just like a three year old. But there are different numbers for different things, when I should be using Sino or Pure Korean numbers.
I prefer to hold up my hands.
In general, Koreans appreciate that I am trying.
When I arrived to Korea, I thought about how my mother must have felt, the day she immigrated to America. Not knowing the language, the culture, or a soul. I think about her everyday that I have to gesture for the simplicities. Which is every day.
Considering my limited vocabulary, I have not been yelled at in Korean as if I was deaf. For some reason Americans love to yell at foreign speakers. No laughter when I mispronounce something. There has been no frustration and tense expressions when I am not understood.
I have felt lost and bewildered. Frustrated at my own inability to speak, not to be confused with a frustration of Koreans inability to speak English. I don't expect them to. Which is something some expats over here need to get a grip on.
Instead of being met with hostility, I have been treated with kindness and patience. Something that Americans could learn.
We are the land of immigrants, we tout. Yet we shun the outsiders, creating a culture that contradicts our very existence by insisting that someone learn English when they come to the U.S. We complain about making concessions for foreign language speakers in our schools, hospitals and places of business. All because it is not convenience for us. English laden with accents are met with colorful insulting commentary unless it is of a European nature, then it is tres' chic. But if it is someone who says "pine uh ap ul", we concentrate on our own discomforts instead of focusing on how someone is doing their best to meet us where we are.
My mother told me once, that a dissatisfied customer told her to "Go back to China!" Which is highly inaccurate but also extremely offensive.
Is that who we are in America?
I guess people may worry about my safety or well being in Korea and I admit, I also had my own trepidations after reading all the "horror" stories in Korea.
As Americans, do we expect to be treated as we treat others? Maybe so and therefore explains the self-inflicted fears.
Being well aware of me being American, a foreigner, albeit in my birth country of Korea...I find it astonishing how many foreigners choose to live in their western bubbles. Only eating western food, gawking at Korean customs, being overly opinionated about the culture and overall negative and creating a self-imposed exile for themselves.
By no means do I suggest that we lose ourselves when we move to a foreign country but I do ponder why would anyone move to another country and not be willing to become a bit vulnerable to change. Or at the bare minimum, be respectful of a culture.
Yes there are enclaves in most major cities of ethnic neighborhoods catering to the lifestyles of the hopeful and foreign. I would also argue that most people who come to America do their best to assimilate out of desire and necessity to be woven into the American fabric.
Let's really think about how many Americans only know how to speak English. That's it and hell, we can't even speak that correctly at times. We are so self-absorbed. We discourage bilingual education, yet careers are in demand for bilingual speakers. And we wonder where all the jobs are going. People all over the world can speak more than just one language and I am amazed with anyone who can speak English as a second language and all it's complexities.
It is written in many guide books on Korea and websites, that some Koreans may know English but may be apprehensive to speak it due to the lack of fluency.
Probably because some westerner will make fun of them.
Case in point. My mother swears up and down that her English is "not so good", as she puts it.
After 29 years of living in the U.S. that of course is not true. What she is however, is self-conscious about her accent or how she is perceived by native English speakers, so I have had situations where she has all but become mute in unfamiliar settings.
My Korean translated today in the store:
Me: Hello
Shopkeeper: Hello, how can I help you?
Me: Cell phone. buy.
Shopkeeper: (This is where he said a bunch of stuff I had no idea)
Me: Do you speak English?
Shopkeeper: No, sorry.
Me: simple and cheap. (I pointed to my phrase book after butchering it)
Shopkeeper: (Again, saying a whole lot but I did understand that he wanted to know what kind of phone and service I wanted)
Me: Two. (I used Sino and Pure Korean numbers and held up two fingers trying to explain contract terms)
Shopkeeper: (A whole bunch of Korean...then he pointed me to the ones with English menus or something)
This conversation went on and on for awhile, with me leaving without a phone, not due to translation but just the prices.
My point is, I sounded ridiculous. This man did not get frustrated with me or treat me as an idiot. Nor did he try to rip me off, as some people in America would do to a confused foreigner. He was patient as I flipped through my rather worthless phrasebook and used the very limited English he had to help me out and didn't get mad when I didn't buy a phone.
Afterwards, I went to the Aveda section at Lotte and bought some much needed hair product and the sales girl was super friendly and spoke the English she knew and I spoke the Korean I knew.
It is about being open. Being willing to learn and meet people where they are. She gave me a few samples after I made my purchase and said to come back soon with a gracious smile and slight bow.
As time passes on here, I am understanding my mother's life more, although I think my situation is a whole hell of a lot less scarier as her experience has been in America.
A Week In Review...
The sermon was about God knows the end at the beginning and that your life is planned and not a random prediction.
I enjoyed the service, the pastor was quite humorous as well.
The only caveat is that it takes about an hour and a half to get there and church can last for 3 hours. Not to my liking.
I am not an avid religious enthusiast, nor do I proclaim to be of the Christian faith, but I do have faith in a higher power and sometimes you need a little inspiration in your life to proceed.
As for the week at school, it was busy and slowly but surely, I am adjusting to fit my student's needs.
Unlike when I taught in the inner city, these kids come well prepared with supplies and get additional assistance outside of school. Therefore, I am not trying to get them to know basic facts like multiplication. However, they lack comprehension skills and basic logic. Common sense just can't be taught. It is a new challenge for me to teach ESL kids and I will be working hard to get them to process information and devlop an understanding of what they are reading.
I also got my Alien Resident Card, so I am officially...an alien!!!
Cell phones are mad expensive to start off here for a foreigner, I am expected to shell out 150-200 for a cell. Yeah, no free phones for us. Even though the school is offering some, I am going to shop around.
Got paid this week and I am going to try and live off my won money only. I get paid a portion in won and the rest in US. I am going to transfer the US to my home account and pay off bills and invest in my retirement. I don't have any grandiose plans for saving like serious thousands here like some people. I just want to be able to rid myself of some debts and travel.
I am making the same amount as I did back home except I don't pay for a place to live or a car and the car expenses, which gives me a whole lot more money to handle business.
Finally found a pedicure place, which is very nice and has like every color you can imagine. It is about 30 bucks for a basic pedicure...with no scrub. Boo. Hey, I am not mad at the Koreans for charging more for this walking culture's peds. I have seen some rough heels out here. I chose a baby blue color.
Also, I went out to dinner with some Korean staff at the school and the guys were cool. We ate Korean food, of course and had dessert.
Actually, all week I have been eating ice cream or gelato or frozen yogurt after my meals. Korean food makes me crave something sweet and if you know me, I don't even like sweets.
I also found a DVD rental place and I am renting seasons of The Wire and Prison Break. Prison Break is fantastic, cute guys and thuggishness. Oh so sexy. HA! The Wire is alright so far, I am going to give it a chance but I am not interested so far.
For a down payment of 10 bucks you can rent 15 dollars worth of movies, considering that new releases are only 2 bucks and others are a dollar you can't beat that. Blockbuster can kiss my grits with that 5 dollar charge in the US.
Ever so steadily, I am getting settled here. I miss my family and friends and can't wait to see them this Christmas. I found a student at my school to cat sit for me while I am away so I am much more comfortable about leaving for three weeks. :)
Oh, I am the worst about taking pics. I keep forgeting to charge the camera or taking it with me. So I will make a vow to do better. :) Be patient with a girl.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Yesterday
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
SBF Files: Case #1
So, I wonder if a hot guy out here will date me cause I am still a black chick from the A.
Either way. I am not lonely. yet.
What am I eating anyways?
Monday, August 11, 2008
First Day of School!
I would say that school procedures need to be tightened up, it was a whole lot of chaos and confusion surrounding lunch and dismissal. Then again, if we had clearer instructions before hand, it probably would have been avoided.
I guess I expect more discipline in terms of children, it is okay cause I will instill that in my class for sure in the weeks ahead.
People who don't teach don't understand the amount of energy teaching can suck out of you. I am beat. I just woke up from sleeping and will be headed back to bed soon.
Oh on a side note, one of the teachers came up to me and said,"Don't they all look alike?" referring to the fact that our kids are mostly Korean. Wow. I didn't respond the first time, the second time it was said, I said no.
It amazes me how culturally insensitive people can be put in positions or seek positions for themselves that are of a culturally sensitive nature.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Last week.
Lola did great on the plane. Had a row to myself until some old white dude wanted to sit in the aisle seat since he was stuck in the middle behind me. I told him that a cat will be seating in the middle so deal with it. He was cool.
So, one of my bags was missing and it took sometime to get help with that, language barrier and all.
Staff met me and they were nice, it was hot as hell and I just wanted to get to my new apt.
Unfortunately the bag missing contained kitty litter, food etc. I had to brave EMart immediately.
The taxi driver figured out what I meant to get home and gave me a round of applause when we pulled up front. lol.
I met MK in my neighborhood for dinner and we headed to Seoul so I could spend the night there because. Mr. Lint would be arriving the next afternoon.
After calling Delta, my bag was somehow left in Atlanta and would be arriving on Korean Air by 5. I called to verify five times, just cause I wanted to make sure the call center in India, Jamaica and midwestern US of A, had the same information. Don't you love outsourcing?
Long story short, got my bag and cat that Monday the 28th and all was well in the world.
28th- I pretty much stayed in the house and got acclimated to me being in Korea.
29th- Went to school met my coworkers. Random folks of strangely, different walks of life but similar.
School is nice and everyone is super friendly and laid back, different atmosphere than teaching in Atlanta for sure.
Went to eat and drink with colleagues.
30th-Now
Randoms
Shopping at Emart is exhausting.
Lotte Dept store is right outside my house. Half off food after about 6. Very nice grocery store in the basement too. Will post pics of neighborhood soon.
Drank Soju. It is a sneaky devil. Be warned.
Saw my first drag show in Itaewon. Itaewon is Korea's underbelly for foreigners near the Army base.
Laughed too much for my own good at work.
Walked more for the first time in life since I had no driver's license.
Discovered Dongdaemun...shopping, shopping, shopping paradise. You can shop until like 5am, although I didn't this time. :)
Bought three pairs of shoes for 50 bucks!
Received several foreigner discounts from meat to clothes!
Korean people have been so helpful and nice. Don't believe the hype!
More will be posted regularly I promise now that I have internet.